this is my life without badm training. i get time off to do my own weird random stuff. i get to sit on the piano chair in my living room. and observe my dog amuse himself for half an hour. or just stare into space and do nothing. without actually worrying about my homework. well its gonna be like this for two weeks. though i'm not exactly glad about not going for training. its the people i guess.
i realised something when i was looking through my piano stuff. i was actually Grade 5 when i was in primary six. and i was studying for Grade 6 already. what a waste.
dont push me into this dont make me seem a fool just like the rest of the fools for you.
perfection at 8:17 PM
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
late dinner today again. as always. i think my maid kinda ran outta ideas. my dinner consisted of. rice, fish, fishcake, fishballs and cauliflower. and they're all white in colour. what co-ordination.
random fact. i wouldnt wanna win a trip to the heart of Africa. i'd probably want it in cash. and Mrs Field's cookies always make me happy :D
and why did they nail His feet and hands His love would have held Him there.
perfection at 10:28 PM
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Monday, March 20, 2006
conclusion of the day. happy people make good music.
routine sunday. boy do i love our routine sundays. and really. i'd never give it up for the world. i love all of you so much :D i'll never tire from our sundays. unless sundays dont include y'all anymore.
what more can i say? doesnt that tell it all.
you are my fire the one desire believe when i say i want it that way.
perfection at 12:35 AM
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
to all my blog taggers: awww thanks ! you guys are really the sweetest things ! but dont worry you know. i wasnt refering to my badm match. honestly i didnt bother whether i won or not. i was pretty upset about something else. but yea i really appreciate your tags. thanks for caring :D
i see trees of green, red roses too i see them bloom for me and you and i think to myself what a wonderful world.
perfection at 11:36 PM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
the only meaningful song from fort minor is. where'd you go. at least it doesnt sound all noise and rap.
its too heavy. lighten my load please. its only the beginning. rough patch i'll just say. but its giving me abrasions that wont heal. no not today not ever.
so dont worry i''ll fight back the tears. because to me, it's a sign of weakness. though this mentality doesnt apply towards other people who do. i will definitely show compassion. just wouldnt prefer showing it to myself. hello miss stoic.
i'm starting to have more appreciation for rhcp songs. just not the RUNNING and ROLLING around. and the partial rapping required. but oh wells ! the best thirds jamming was a blast. though the pounding bass and electric screwed most of the recordings.
it seems that one thing has been true all along you dont really know what you've got till its gone when you come back i wont be here and you can sing it.
perfection at 11:08 PM
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send me a serious wake up call. so what so what so what. crap happens, get over it. why dont cha DO SOMETHING. time's the best magician. it plays tricks on you.
just give it whatever it takes. there are other gold mines to dig. somehow i'll find it. somewhere i'll show it. this complex is crampin my style.
what kind of bandmates play the "see-who-gets-pushed-off-the-bed-first" game when you're having a 40degree fever? THE NOOBISTS do ! not to mention the game ground is the sick person's bed. with random raw recordings playing in the background. i'm not surprised at the impossibility of recovery. anyway i went home with some kevin juice and happy juice. pretty interesting souvenirs.
tomorrow comes with one desire to take me away, its true save tonight.
perfection at 1:44 AM
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Monday, March 13, 2006
rahhhhhhhhhh. just wanna rant my crap out. but i know thats not gonna work. thats not gonna salvage anything at all. obviously i've gotta do something. but its so annoying how i dont have the ability to. so outta my reach. honestly to me it seems impossible. too impatient for my own good.
just like what someone said to me before. dont concentrate on the problem but focus on the solution. because he said i always have the solutions. but i never ever carry them out. its easier said than done. for someone who prefers to drown.
i can dart all the causes down one by one. but whether i choose to harp on or eradicate them is entirely up to my stubborn state of mind. we're all defective one way or another. created with a hitch somewhere. no doubt about it. though that fact is such a downer. to know the word "flawless" doesnt exist in the human dictionary.
until you come and sit a while with me you raise me up to more than i can be.
perfection at 12:06 AM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
goodbye SR hello AJ. though i'd really like to be in AC right now. anyway praise the Lord! jar's appeal was successful as well. he was what made SR tolerable. but i leave SR with an awesome impression of its admin staff.
i really wouldnt want school to start. but time is your key right now. although possibly not for my knee.
you're my sunshine after the rain you're the cure against my fear and my pain. i could sit all day just with you by my side saying nothing at all.
perfection at 8:48 PM
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
ultimate cabbing day. goodness gracious. resist the temptation.
thats so irresponsible of you. shouldnt there be an effort made. arent you paid to do that. oh wait let me put it this way. do you not get paid enough to do that.
"you look american-chinese!" "haha tell me about it."
how so your eyes remind me so much of a person i used to know.
perfection at 11:32 PM
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Monday, March 06, 2006
does anyone wanna know what happened at SR today? NO. maybe one positive point is that. their dancers are way better than AJ's.
deliberation. confusion. hesitation. adaptation. perception. impression. omission. reconfiguration. adding up to just one word. devastation. only YOU are my exception. my deviation from deception.
whisper your favourite song i'll play your favourite tune and i'll tell you so you're just what the mind's conjured.
perfection at 11:51 PM
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jamming plans were utterly ruined. there goes our weekly perk. and just when we had a full band available. dang. well i know the few of us are all pfffrt about it. like all of us were so looking forward to this. thats it for this sunday's fellowship.
noobist people. go check out one of my friendster pictures. our name's inside. and i drew it :D
SR here i come.
cause i'm going away and i'm never coming back i dont wanna see this world so sad.
perfection at 1:18 AM
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Friday, March 03, 2006
oh mann i just read ryan's latest blog entry. by the way. ryan's this really small little cute guy in my class. from nan chiau high while the rest of the guys are cat high. who's original name is wei jiat. but you know how i am with too many chinese names. so i randomly gave him an english name. anyway ryan's a hot name and he likes it :D but he couldnt stay in aj. last day of school on thursday was ultimately depressing.
so many things. so little time. can i get it up before time runs out. buy me time for my birthday. no wait. on second thought. dont let my birthday this year ever come.
out of touch are we out of time.
perfection at 10:45 PM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
i'm too high-strung. after the whole string of events. even walking along the aisle of ntuc shopping. was stress-relieving for me. thats really bad. guess everything's starting to take its toll.
maybe i'm still not used to getting home this late. for four out of five days of school. now i know why others say these people have no life. moreover i'm not gonna risk my knee for badm. its getting from bad to worse. to add on. jamming on tuesday wasnt very productive. without the usual people. this is probably what's gonna happen after philipp leaves. i just dread the thought, trust me. hands together and pray a miracle.
orientation two is coming up. i have a choice as to whether i wanna teach and play the orientation song. should i should i not. toy said she'd run up to me and gimme a flower if i did. awww (: lastly i have absolutely NO TIME to organise my life. it's a wreck i say. i wanna lose everything but my mind.
slip inside the eye of your mind dont you know you might find a better place to play but dont look back in anger i heard you say.
perfection at 9:48 PM
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